i realize that nobody reads these when they're long, so i'm going to try to keep things short... i apologize if i bore you... =)

my feet still hurt, but i just got a pretty sweet check. today i even opened up a savings account and it's dedicated to traveling... =) i've decided that i am going somewhere over winter break. maybe vietnam w/ my sis, maybe somewhere in europe, or maybe just new york city. i'm not sure yet, but i'm going somewhere. i already told my parents that i want a good backpack for christmas. then all i need is a plane ticket and i'll be off... =)

i got my hair cut today and i was telling the lady how i wish i could have fun funky hair again and how i couldn't because my job requires me to look all professional and stuff. she said i should go into fashion or something where i can have kickass hair. i've thought about it a lot before and i'm highly considering it again. perhaps i will go to new york... =)

in not-so-happy news, i've learned that it's very dangerous to get caught up in a moment... a person is supposed to learn from their mistakes the first time they make the mistake. why do i still do the same stupid shit that i've done for years...

speaking of the past, russell has been on my mind lately and for no apparent reason. i just wonder how he's doing. and i wonder if he ever wonders about me. it's not that i miss him as a boyfriend or anything, i guess i just miss him as a person, as another dude. as impossible as it is, i wish we could go back to how we were before we started dating, before everything.

i had today off. i spent a long time at point defiance by myself. it was really nice... i have tomorrow and thursday off too. except i have to work at B&B Works for a few hours tomorrow, but that's nothin. but yeah, i guess this got too long again... damnnnn. next time will be shorter, i promise... *hugs'n'kisses*